Can I just start by saying that I'd absolutely love to fast forward to ten years from now. It's incredibly silly for me to want this, but at this moment in time, I'd really just love to have uni over and meeting the right guy sorted and all the hard bits all figured out. It's all very daunting at the moment. I'm a huge planner. I'm always thinking ahead and trying to figure things out before they happened. But I'm more of a short term planner. I'll plan every movemnt for a weekend to my hearts content, but I don't like looking too far in to the future. From everything I''ve lived through the last year or so, I've learned that I'm not the only person on control of the future. Making long term plans that invole other people is dangerous for the heart. If you'd asked me what my 10 year plan was 4 months ago, I'd be grinning ear to ear with thoughts of a certain someone and all the things I wanted with him.